SELFISH!

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WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I BE SELFISH?!

WHENEVER I WAS GIVING IN NATURE, WHAT DID I GET?

NOTHING!
ONLY UNAPPRECIATION, BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED AND THUS LEADING TO MY OWN UNHAPPINESS!

SO WHY CAN'T I BE SELFISH NOW?
SO WHAT IF I NO LONGER MAKE YOU HAPPY, WHICH WAS AT THE EXPENSE OF MY HAPPINESS?
I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT AS LONG AS YOU WERE HAPPY, I WOULD BE HAPPY TOO. THAT SEEING YOU HAPPY COULD ABOLISH ALL THE DISCOMFORT I HAD TO GO THROUGH.

BUT NOW, IT'S NO BIG DEAL!
CUZ I FINALLY FACED IT, THAT EVERYONE IS SELFISH!
CUZ AFTER SO MUCH, NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW I ACTUALLY FEEL.

WHAT IS THE OUTCOME? MISUNDERSTANDINGS!
AND IT'S ALWAYS MY FAULT!

SO FUCK BEING ACCOMMODATING!
MISS NICE DIED FROM DISAPPOINTMENTS AND HEARTACHES!

DO NOT FUCKING JUDGE ME, WHEN I NEVER DID SO.

WHATEVER YOU DID, EVEN THOUGH SOME THINGS WERE MORALLY WRONG, BUT I NEVER ONCE THOUGHT BADLY OF YOU.

WHY?
CUZ YOU WERE SPECIAL TO ME.

BUT A SMALL MISTAKE I MAKE, I BECOME A TOPIC TO GOSSIP ABOUT?
SO MUCH FOR UNDERSTANDING ME?
THANKS HOR.

SO BE IT. IT DOES NOT PAY TO BE GOOD.

IT'S MY TURN TO BE SELFISH, TO BE HAPPY.
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