VPost

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I ordered items from Victoria Secrets with Sheryce. Thought VPostUSA is cheaper than other freight companies.

Actual Weight: 4.4kg
Vol. Weight: 9.7kg (the dimensions of the box)
And they charge by whichever is higher!!!

BLOODY HELL!!! I feel so cheated. Each kg is additional S$9 on top of a base charge of S$13.
And the vol. weight is freaking double of the actual weight!!!

I do not dare to calculate the total amount. Even though UOB credit card holders are eligible for 12% discount off shipping charges.

Money going out faster than i can say byebye.
My purse hurts. And my heart too. Do you know that with those money, I am able to buy more skin/face care products?

I hope they have a bloody good explanation to my email for them.

help... Dear must never know of this. He's already quite pissed by my recent online shopping activities.
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counting down to a new start

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21st Aug 2008
My first day of work at a NEW workplace

WOOHOOOOOOO............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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August - Birthdays

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August is a month for birthdays...

In birth date order ->
Rachel Tan
Carine Han
Iris Ooi
Felix Chung
Zhang Shiming
Boss - Fifi
Christina Ying
Leen Tan
Eden Chua
Yvonne Tan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Darlings!!!
And lotsa lotsa good luck and good fortune and great health be bestowed upon you!
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12 Signs That I May Be Leaving My Current Job

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01) I go to office late. If i'm usually late, then i'll be later than my usual lateness.
02) I take extended lunches. cuz i'm slacking/shopping or i'm at an interview.
03) I tabao lunch back to office, even though i took an extended lunch. cuz my interview overrun.
04) I leave on the precise dot when the minute hand touches the 60th min.
05) I begin to show my unhappiness openly, especially to colleagues' ridiculous demands.
06) I am no longer helpful to my own team-mates.
07) I am no longer willing to take up new tasks.
08) I begin to 'prolong' the life of the project i am doing. no longer the highly efficient me.
09) I begin the surf the net during office hours, to 'prolong' the life of the project. by blogging &/or buying/selling items online via ebay/forums.
10) I no longer bother to make small talk/chitchat with my direct boss.
11) I begin to apply leave more frequently.
12) I will take MC at least once a month, at times up to 2 days per MC.

The enthusiam just slowly seeps out of me. Even though i joined the orgnization with the best intentions, however things may not always turn out the way one wants.

Thus job searching begins, filling me with newfound hope to find a new job and increased desire to leave the current job ASAP.

I really dun wanna be labelled as a job-hopper. Though i know none of my job stints last longer than 2 years. But i just get so easily bored, once there's NO motivation.

Motivation to me is Recognition, Appreciation, and Rewards.
For being a fast learner, hardworking, responsible and also efficient employee.

Yup, that's ME.
The truth, not self-praise.
So i deserve MORE.
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Batam, here i come!!!

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Batam, here i come!!!

Beach resort!
3 hours of shiok spa!
Seafood Dinner! Yummy Italian pizza!
Cheap Toiletries!
Authentic Polo Ralph Lauren Poto Tees!
And not forgetting the Kueh Lapis!

Then if time permits...
Sea-sports!
Cheap hair treatment and mani/pedi!
Cheap movies to watch!
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=( & T.T

someone, help me.... i'm still in office...

pui! pui! pui! no thanks to the farking bloody biatch!!!!

i'm not proud of myself today. i teared in office today, infront of my boss...

no thanks to the bloody biatches and their boss!
no thanks to their unhelpfulness & selfishness!
no thanks to their last minute adhoc request!

i hate it!!!

amnesia or forgetfulness?

Definitions:
1) A loss of memory, especially one brought on by some distressing or shocking experience.
2) Partial or total loss of memory, usually resulting from shock, psychological disturbance, brain injury, or illness.
3) Loss of a large block of interrelated memories; complete or partial loss of memory caused by brain injury, shock, etc.

at times, i do like to curse myself... with amnesia...

honestly, do you not wish that you can totally erase some horrible or upsetting memories in your mind? well, i do.

as i can't turn back time, i can only hope that i can erase those awful &/or embarrassing memories. Not only the memories of how others treated me shabbily, and also on my actions too. i'm no angel, and i've hurt people with my actions unintentionally and deliberately.

It's too late for regrets and what's done can't be undone. And i'm also quite prideful to offer my sincere apologies to them (not all of them though). However, if they know i have amnesia, then they would forgive me, right?! Ok, even if they dun totally forgive me, but there's this chance of starting afresh.

i dun really wan to bother about those who have upset me before. cuz isn't it better to remember a life without these people? let their imprints totally vanished! yes, i'm selfish, i want people to forgive me but yet i refuse to forgive the others.

i wan selective amnesia, can i? not selected forgetfulness.
cuz having amnesia is not a choice we can choose but forgetfulness can be a pure excuse.